Tbh my uncle keeps praying in the toilet for an hour. I have no clue. Is he pooping or he's praying for the toilet? That's just me, my hands. My hands are water.

There's a towel in the bathroom. Is there what's do it now? Welcome hello chat here and i'll put us here and normal. I look so normal. Do you think you're, not normal mixture, no way yeah? Now i can pay 2, my lighting's pretty nice huh yeah, it's not it's not also.

It does its job, but it's not too um. You know like harsh yeah yeah. That's why? I don't that's why i don't have lights, because i i don't. I don't like the way what they do, but my lighting looks scuffed because um i have like uh outside sun right, an mx shadow, and so that's sometimes like a middle of the day, and it looks like i look like i'm in a kid.

33 d. 132 tipped five dollars hey. How was that, but i mean was it green or a bit yellow or just a regular brown mute alerts? I think they're asking about your poop, but i don't think you pooped oh uh, i'm chilling, though. Oh, that was kind of weird yeah.

I was wondering what was talking about well welcome. Oh thank you also. Is this mike on or not no it's just this one, but if it's not loud enough, i can adjust. I should have bat chest thing so hard right now.

It's insane chad is very excited too yeah. This thing is that is that john paul and it is they give me bad chests that just failed to order some messages. Some food, speaking of i got a gift. Oh, my god seriously, did you get it for me or not? Is that for me, can you let me know for death like stuff? What can i do i like him or not what yeah yeah what's surrender much better red velvet? What is that? I think it's vanilla, but just with red, is that right or is it chocolate but red chocolate, it's red chocolate or it's red, vanilla, yeah and i don't eat berries.

So if this is like strawberry, i'm not gon na eat it it's chocolate or vanilla. It's one or the other and it's just died, so something i noticed with the uh cupcakes is that you can only eat like a half of one and then you're. You feel like you're dying, it's so sugary and loaded. It's insane well, at least.

Do you want food water? I can order something later. Let me know, oh my god. This lighting is crazy. No, we could turn it off guys.

No, no! I like it just so. You can see the difference just like i don't like this in real life. So there's this that's the side lights, which is like ooh glamour, that's very glamorous right and then there's the main light yeah. No, you can put them on this.

This is this is weird. There are definitely some people think you're you're wearing makeup, but it's really. It's just good lighting, it's just the lighting, yeah yeah wow chills x with lighting. Oh, does it feel nice to get complimented like this yeah, of course, just being nice with, but some of them being rude like who um they're, bachelors and look at them? A lot of my subs are subs.

Here too cristiano ronaldo give to 30. i'll see you. Okay, they wanted me to ask you about the federal university tax act or something. What is that futa federal university? Oh, no! That's just um! It's it's adult content, but with girls they have like um dicks, pretty much, i'm not kidding it's a thing.

Oh, come on! Nothing you don't know about it, i i thought they were trying to say fupa. No, no, you know what fupa is no. What is that? How do you know futa and you don't know fupa like that's weird. Oh, you know what you call it.

They come in. A menace culture, culture is also the chat, does um, they say. Um uh feels strong men future. For some reason i know they didn't huh yeah.

I don't know what it is you feel like they do. Look feels strong man. They're crying about yeah is that um. Do you think it's a joke, or do you think, like a lot of people in the chat watch that not that there's anything wrong with watching it? I'm just curious um, i think.

Occasionally i don't. I don't think i don't. I think if they see this, it's great um i feel like. If you come across from it, you kind of click it because you're curious - and you know some people like it.

Some people don't. Okay, do you fall on any given cam? Well, i'll click it occasionally because you know sometimes now you know, oh, what is that and i'll just click on it. You know this is a very odd um. First topic: i'm gon na clap check you up with this uh good job chat, um yeah, i mean, i think everybody i think everybody um is guilty of like risky, slash, experimental clicks and they'll downplay.

How often they do it, but everybody uh experiments with clicks and uh. Sometimes they document it, they don't, but uh people can agree to themselves that they click for sure on stuff. I think girls, don't really wan na. I mean do you? Okay? I don't talk about that stuff, but i think in general at least what i've heard from my friend like girls.

How do i explain this? I think when it comes to the adult industry, it's nev it's rarely ever. The content is rarely made for the female gays. Does that make sense? Oh uh well yeah, but uh the female games? What what about the gate? Um? What about what he said, the female gays that were not lesbians. I don't use that word, there's no other real good words.

Okay, it's created for guys, oh so, for example, if there's a scene going on, they will focus on the male's pleasure and a girl doesn't care about that. As much do you get what i'm saying um yeah um, so that it depends not lesbian? Oh, not official! No, no, they they definitely do target the uh they're. I mean they know what they're doing they tell you their audience for sure. Exactly so i mean listen is that the hdd like that actually twitch gave me this.

Oh twitch also give me that you're right, i have one at home, so you have adhd right, um, not really like um. I just have a lot of like symptoms of it or like. I i in squash to have it kind of thing, but then i did some some tests whatever and some of some intensive training and uh is that i didn't have it hyperbolic time chamber nah. It's kinda like that, though it's kinda like that, i'm not kidding.

It's not, it's called um, no feedback training, so you go to a facility and they uh. They train your brain, like you go to the gym, but for your brain pretty much, that's so cool and they kind of like reorganize, um kind of learn. How to have you know it's like a like thought exercise for your brain. It's pretty crazy.

Look, i said sorry about meltdowns before your chat knows about it, because, oh the boring story said it again, but basically um. Okay. I hate that, because, when you're streaming at least like half of your audience is people that don't know that story, but the people who do watch your stream all the time, boring story heard it before resident sleeper and it's like you guys, are the five ten percent. The rest of the stream has no idea.

What's going on, anyways tell your story because i haven't heard it: no, no you're good, um, basically um you go to uh, you go to the facility right and then they wire up your brain and then you need to make tests. You know like uh like normal, like adhd addition tests, and then they see what kind of party brain is weak and we're finding strong, and then they have like, like waves like electricity waves and and then uh, there was a small part that was like a yellow, Slash red and i was like yeah it's kind of weak and then what they do then, is that they they put an electrode on my brain and then another clip on my ear. And then they put me in front of a computer right. So a screen so you're wired up in front of a screen and basically what happens is that um, even on the digital side, but most of the time it was like a roller coaster, right, um and the way it works is that basically you're getting feedback.

So you want to you want to think you want to try different sort of like patterns yeah a little bit and if you hit the right spot, the the divorce will go forward. So if you, if you, if you arrange your thoughts properly and you're in the right mental spot, the roller coaster goes forward and you now start going forward in the roller coaster. But if you're not in that pattern, it's very like a thin zone. It doesn't.

It doesn't go so then you get mad because you're like and then it's not going forward. It's like, so you don't know what to do whatever right. But after after a while, you kind of get used to it and then it used to become so good that they increased the difficulty. And after, like weeks of it um, you would get like a biggest vocals going really fast.

And if you have the wrong thoughts, it goes backwards. So then, then then you're getting mad because you, you know you go, you start going backwards like dude stop. What is a good thought and what is a wrong thought in this experiment, something i thought it's like! A like a mental zone, it's like getting in the right frequency what i actually bought this um, this contraption, that you also attached to your brain yeah and you do the same thing, but on your phone to like trail yeah and to focus yeah jesus and, like You attach this stuff, i don't know if anyone in the chat knows what it's called, but it's literally, this contraption that you attached your brain and then you play these mobile games to like train your brain and it'll have like a candle and if you focus really Well, the candle will light up or like the light bulb, will light up and if you lose focus, it'll just go dark yeah, similar yeah yeah. Yes, that that'd be like like overall focus, i would assume and then yeah i get it yeah.

Well, i mean, let me think, of those tests. Oh because um i had promised school and basically what the school said is that um, because i was wilding out in school. I was like class clown, but i was so disruptive that that the teachers couldn't get their material out and people couldn't actually go through with the the their days or whatever so they're going to. They give them to the principal right and they said we normally would kick you out, but um.

If you agree to do like adhd tests or whatever, if you go, if you don't get a check um, you know we'll give you a chance whatever. So then i went to like uh like a psychologist or whatever, and they they tested me that's cool, but they said you don't have adhd. No, no do you take adderall? No, never! No! No, that's crazy! Why is that capping it? I can't stop they're capping about the adhd, the adderall they're, the they're, saying they're, double capping for sure yeah, they're, double counting for shirts. What is that xc clown emo? Is that your remote wait, which one i saw a clown in a travis? That's not my mo and it's me chat.

Can we see xqc clown, i'm gon na pull an old school pokey, i'm just gon na damn say the out of it. I don't have it okay, i don't have it. Do you know the amount of emotes. I see that are me, but honestly, when i see them, i'm honored, i'm like wow, oh yeah, from another channel.

It's your tier three. I think it's your tier three month. Oh okay, ironic, do you have someone who like does your like? Uploads your emotions? Oh no! No, i do it manually. Sometimes i even do it on stream.

I think most of most of times i i did the most. I did them on stream. Well, because i think, at the end of the day, like you want to have something that people are going to enjoy people that actually use this one, yes jesus, that is that that is completely cooked up. That is not right.

I don't know why, who yeah i blow that on the women i mentioned, for how many situations i've had me too me me too yeah. I think something. A lot of people don't do is actually care or do anything about these two threesomes they're, so rare. I think one people that did it well.

I give that to your knees. Sorry, that's! Okay! Yeah, we'll keep knee by bullying my knee! It's um moon, moon! Remember back in the days yeah he used to mark it so well yeah yeah! He had an insane sub count just because he's his emotes and like his sub perks, yeah, it's so nice yeah. I don't happen to him, though i think this is. Does it take like difference or something i don't happen to them now this this is.

This is addictive, it's yours enjoy it holy. I made a small list of things. We can talk about, wait really yeah. Oh okay.

I don't know where it is. That's good. I like that. Um chad helped me.

Okay, do you have a foot or nose fetish uh? Why nose, though, well they said foot? Well, you work with them on that yeah some of them are for me. I think you can tell this. One is from chat and i think knows you know, for reasons um. No, not really i mean i'm pretty open about about about myself like that and uh.

No, you don't mind talking about that stuff. Not really. I don't see a disadvantage. You were a girl on twitch.

Would you talk about that kind of thing? Oh, that is tough. You know there's something that i really do. I relate to a lot and i think most girl topics. I don't just because i'm not a girl, but i can kind of like try to put myself in your shoes whatever.

I guess i would not - or at least i would not make if i did, i would not make it uh um like boring, slash. Oh, we can joke about that all the time or whatever right, because then it'd be kind of like then people get too comfortable. Yeah you know people would definitely do that all the time they would they mean about that all the time and get overwhelming to the point where, like you know like it, feels the people that aren't membing, i think that that'd be the bigger problem. I remember one time someone was talking about like streamer charts and how there weren't a lot of women in the top streamer charts, and i remember you said something that i was like holy there's a brain on this guy and it actually made me respect you a Lot more, you said something like.

Maybe we should stop like just comparing women and men on streamer charts and understand that one of the big reasons why girls, don't stream as much is likely because they receive a lot more harassment or have a lot more issues like streaming, which leads to less hours. Like it's not just because men are better or something like there are other things to consider. Oh yeah, there's so many things. Also that there's i mean it's a whole different uh markets, just because um, it's mostly male viewers, that's the reality of it.

That's just how it's how it is so a lot of things that are like uh more like appealing, if not like relatable relatable, it's yeah, it can be harder for a girl to be relatable to a guy, and i mean vice versa. Not that there's anything wrong with that, you know. Definitely so do you come up with that on your own, or is it depth just like putting good thoughts in your brain um? I don't really thought about politics that much of whether it would sammy or or or straightforward, you sometimes like see her experience as a streamer and like oh yeah i'll, go in her chat, sometimes yeah and see some of those things people say uh. They could turn out pretty fast and and and then just because, just because, like i feel like people, uh talk about and act in ways that are really uninvited for, like nobody, nobody wants to talk about that or nobody asks or nobody and there's just so.

Many of them, you know, i feel like a lot of female streamer, chats it's just like who the asked yeah like any time. I do anything different with my hair. It surprises me how many people just come in asserting their opinions. It's not even just like.

Oh, maybe i like this better or like even then, why the are you saying it but they'll come and be like. I hate that you changed your hair and you looked way better before that's so! Oh don't wear this! Don't wear that! Don't do that dandy! Oh! You look weird fix it for me, like that, is so weird ew, it's like the first time with whatever like. I want you to feel good about yourself, a lot. How i see it.

You know that that is that is so weird yeah. The movement from girls chat, i feel like, are not all those are well moderated, but some of them are so weird fast yeah. I know your chest gaps in it. They it gaps up.

What is that is that a glitch people are just doing pot friend with a bunch of space. Wait. So you you have no um. You have no butt, then do this.

I do, but i don't think the bot stops stuff like this. Oh okay, yeah yeah. I use plus a bot and what it does is that it has a fossa bot too. I don't know if we can stop but okay.

The thing is, i have this weird thing in my chat where, like, if i, if i turn those kind of filters on for the bot, it blocks out a lot of like fun spam. You know what i mean: oh yeah, yeah um. It's it's! Why? It's not about characters or whatever uh. We use a line spam thing.

So before we begin is we used to have a 16 line spam, and now we reduce it. I think six or seven line um, because these are lines you know these are lines. These are lines. What even is that soil juice wow, you look so different, yeah, that's that's super such an old picture, yeah hair, makes such a big difference on guys.

Also can a mod do that line spam removal thing. I don't think. Yes, at least for this stream: that's sick, yeah, okay, so is oil juice. Oh also did these attacks.

These are the ones that they came aboard. No some of them are from me, and some of them are from chat, we'll we'll see one by one. Oh taxes, do you have any thoughts about taxes yeah? I just finished up mine uh and i had a late fees uh, because um coordinating with like quebec people in like texas and california, there's like three states and then it's like international whatnot, you're filing for canadian taxes. Well, i had for the past because i was there for a little bit because i needed to be doing my visa and then i had to create like like 20 people like 20, and it was like daily struggle.

But now it's all behind me. Leave fees were a good amount, but it is what it is, but um yeah what about taxes? What what partners what's up? Does it hurt you how high taxes are here? Is it something you ever think about or consumption doesn't hurt me because i don't use the infrastructures? I know other people do. What do you mean like taxed, because i don't go outside infrastructures and whatnot right and i don't use them. I don't go outside.

I don't use the roads that much. You know roads, but i heard you have um three cars. Yeah three cars. Did you bring the mclaren? Yes downstairs, nice yeah.

Did you see the cars in this park? There's a level downstairs, they're insane yeah, there's a lambo. There's a g-wagon, i notice, there's uh some bmws that are pretty good. It's it's crazy in that parking, yeah um. Actually, the departments like this um what that queen in la and um, it's a bunch of fancy cars and fancy apartments, and you know it's crazy.

A lot of them can't afford the lifestyle a lot of them. How do you know um? I know the guy that when that was running my place was like a like cool guy cool car thing, and when i got inside um it was like uh. He got evicted because of he didn't pay like 15 000 bucks on his apartment. How can you have a lambo and not pay your rent yeah see and that's what i noticed and then you and then i started talking to people downstairs and basically people that that have expensive apartments that came up for the lifestyle we've got because it's overwhelming that They had to do a lot of legal stuff and they had the legal team like at the front desk, almost said the front desk, and then you look to the right and there's like a two glass offices, and you think, oh, these are like all like agents That work there, like rental or whatever it's all legal teams and all they do - is just draft up legal papers.

Whenever these guests don't pay upstairs, it was insane and that's what happened to me. I didn't pay because my my credit card, my car, was bugged, so you're talking about yourself well and it ended up being me because i couldn't pay right. I was like i used the portal and i was one day late and the next day i'm like. Oh, my car is good now cause, i call the bank and then i log in and i go, i go to pay and the button's grayed out.

I can't click it and they froze they froze my my account when you log in and they don't allow me to pay. I'm like. Oh, i'm gon na go downstairs and go talk to them, i'll, open my door and there's a stack of paper and it's court order, and i have to go to court for being one day like one day late, and i am basically that's what the legal team Does downstairs is that they're ready they are ready and if you don't pay like they just insta snap, that was crazy, but it's not like one day late. It's like you have 30 days three days to pay after and it's like one day of actual late late.

No, i see um and then i was like dude what the like. What am i gon na? Do? No, i'm like i'm like a 20 year old. Like you know, yes, yeah and i have there's another boy. You know i'm coming from quebec um.

You just got ta talk to the landlord say: what's up yeah, i'm a nobody. You know like i'm like a like a fake adult. I think all streamers are yeah yeah and i'm like. I don't know what to do with this.

I go downstairs. They're, like oh yeah, this is our legal fees. Oh, you don't have to go to court. If you just um pay and you pay our lawyers, i'm like uh.

How much were the lawyers 1.4k i mean could be worse, could have been worse, but still that was still pretty crazy, though yeah joseph filing a quarter for uh, nothing rent that was crazy they're. On top of it, though yeah yeah, i mean what people said 1.4k, but i mean i paid 4k for uh, i paid 4k, for if i could try harder mode, i paid 3k for an insult on and you paid 4k for a try, hard emote. Can you elaborate on that? Well, you don't know about the story about that. No, i said overwatch league and then um.

I heard you spammed try hard in chat. Well, i mean i would always spend trying something that was. You know. I was just kind of copying.

Doing anything but that's a whole different story, though, and then um when i was in the office because we have offices down there and then oh i had started and then it was like casting time and you know like there's an announcer and then oh wait. You're fine with 4k yeah. Oh, i thought you meant. Okay, i do know this story.

I thought you meant you paid someone to like make it try hardy mug and you paid them 4k. But it's because you were using that and then they found yeah. It was one, so it was really 4k for the mill, the most expensive mode out there. It's okay, though facts it is what it is, but um yeah like i said, taxes are kind of whatever.

Like you know, they're going to come, you can't can't really dodge them question. I mean you make a lot of money. I make it decent. Yeah, hey! Keep an eye on her.

You also make money like what okay, we make some money. Okay, let me put it this way. We are in the uh top tax bracket right, and what i've noticed is that, at least for me, knowing that any money that i make at least half of it is going to go to taxes yeah at least. Do you think about that? Much because it makes me not really like go out of my way to make a ton more money.

Do you get what i mean um doesn't make me mold right yeah. It does make me mad. I just noticed that i don't want to say it makes me less motivated, but i'm not out here like i need to optimize, however much i'm making yeah, i try not to think about like the actual money aspect of it right. It's like it's like an obligation.

It's gon na happen anyway. It always just feels weird like for like a day or two anybody can. I think everybody feels this way, though there's no bracket you're in it always feels weird for like a couple days, i'm like oh dude, like we did pretty good or i've been rolling this year, and then it's like you feel like you're, being sent back almost because They chunked so hard one tap and you're like holy man. Like i worked for that man, it's it's gone now dude, but it's like one tap.

You know it's not like progressive. It's like instantaneous and you're like oh. I had this, but that's it's kind of gone. You know um, i remember at one point i like celebrated a certain financial milestone and then i was hit with taxes and i was like i got ta undo the celebration, i got it, it's relatable yeah, it is what i mean is what it is um.

This is maybe less motivated though, but it's just part of it. I don't know or, like i feel like there are so many ways. Let's say you get a gambling sponsorship, okay for five mil, but you know that's gon na be 2.5 in reality, so it makes it less worthwhile. Does that make sense which, at the end of the day, i think it makes everything that's worthwhile.

So if everything is less worthwhile, then nothing is less worthwhile. That's kind of how i see it, so that makes sense, because if it doesn't matter what you do it'll it all goes into it. You can't dodge it i kind of get which so, if all of it is then none of it is that's my that's my theory on it, but all of it still is yeah, but it's all of it. So why bother lying about it? It's like if it's like, i said everybody is this way right.

Then it becomes the standard of like you know it's like that, like you're, not gon na get. Oh, my god, people are like this. I can't believe it i mean i would never mauled about taxes, because it's like a part of society like you need them. You know yeah, yeah yeah.

I don't really get you political about taxes, but um yeah. They are, they are what they are. You know, however, i will say i felt better paying taxes in canada than i do here. Oh speak for yourself what my dexter, when i'm home is 56.67? No, no! No! No! No! I mean they're gon na be similar amounts either way.

What i'm saying is, i felt better paying canadian taxes because i felt like i could see where they were going. Listen. I don't feel so much that way in l.a, so canada, this is canada, and this is unh in l.a. There are so many things that piss me off and i'm like right.

Well, that's la, but canada isn't quebec quebec is like quebec, oh there's, canada and it's quebec, which is part of canada. Well, because the um - i'm not getting the politics of it, but there's like a lot of like political problems and and like taxes, are very high and uh. The roads are dog. There's a lot of like construction, corruption and whatnot, and roads are dog.

No no roads are like roads are very, very bad they're, like they're, dangerous yeah. You can die in a bubble. Oh yeah, if you're a sub to my channel, you can link the video uh, oh okay, so any mutual subs link it. No! No! It's like a car in a pothole and it's it's just a good like description of what quebec is, but basically yeah.

I don't know all right: yeah, that's the one holy yeah, that's and it's it's called neither which means it's the first nest, but that's how you call them over there. We call them virginists. We've got yeah, it's what it's what it needs. It's a tunnel yeah.

I don't know it's just quebec things, i guess you don't ask questions so yeah, it's more, no more paying than exactly it's just like paint, and you know not having like. I cannot believe this. It looks like it was pushed into it, not even that it just like rolled over a pothole. Oh it's loud, sorry, all right, yeah classical absolutely oh elon musk buying twitter thoughts.

Oh wait! Actually i was gon na say i don't. You can tell me if this is bm towards quebec. I don't want to be controversial. Oh here comes the racist.

I mean it's like racist. Let's get back in that's provinces. What's up provinces, sometimes i see the way quebec behaves as a province or some of its people, and i don't know how else to explain it. Aside from it feels a little bit pick me: do you get what i mean um, i'm not american uh either.

So i don't know what pikmi means you don't know. What pick me means like pikmi vibes um. No, i thought it was a game from gamecube um. Do you know what a pikmi girl is? Uh pick me up girl a pick me girl.

I think there's got ta, be a good meme. That will explain it guys. Is it pick me pick me up? No, no! No! No! No! No! No! No! No! No! No! No! No! No! Um! Okay! It's like this! I guess a pick me girl is like i'm not like other girls. So please pick me like.

Oh my god, i don't wear short skirts and i don't do this and i don't do that. Oh other girls, i wear sneakers and teeth. Pick me. You know because they're asking the guy to pick them more negatively, like it's more like uh um.

How do i describe quebec people without being disrespectful um, i feel like you, are very proud um of what they are in quebec, no they're, just very proud, like um, we're very like um patriotic of of our of our products or yeah, and it just shows overall And and what people do and what they say, but also like how they conduct themselves online, very um. You know, oh yeah, that's what we are we're proud of it and a lot of times like online. It shows us like more negatively like insults, bm like oh. I don't give a um, but it comes from a place of pride, yeah yeah because we're so proud of um of our culture.

With that yeah i mean you look at most people that went pro and in in games that were french muslim or either bm uh cheaters um. You know uh band literally, we have. We have a massive history of just getting getting banned, being toxic or being cheated being cheap, being fined, et cetera. Like me, yeah, like me, yeah um, back in the days we had a this is a very early as a twitch people.

Don't remember! This is way way back when remember um early. Is it like uh, twitch and justin tv uh starkid was really big at the time one of the biggest stream games right like by a long shot, yeah and um, then you could go to anybody's streams, wait. What is bean game? Oh, isn't that among us, no bean game is um fall guys where i cheated. Oh, yes, you cheated.

Oh, i think i remember hearing yeah, i stream sniped the idea. I tried to stream snipe some people. Well, i didn't try. I got them and i held them at the finish line.

I feel like cheating for doing that is a bit of an intense term yeah, but i think i think, over the years i kind of learned that if you want to have a good place and have good tournaments, you kind of have to classify things as cheating Or not anything is very small cheating, then it's still cheating. That's why i get mad and playing certain games on stream tournaments and i'm like dude, cheating and going dude and like i'm, like you know what dude i'll say: cheating as all cheating and since i i did it then, except that what you did was wrong. Yeah, entertainment and fun. I know it had no impact because we ran the numbers we weren't stupid, like it could have impacted at all.

We needed, like a lot of players to be in at that point, to infect and me being there didn't do at all, but uh still cheating. So i took um, you know i took the hedge, so you know what i did it. It is what it is. Yeah so busy megan is in twitch early days was being played and basically there was like two or three pro players or like high rivet players from quebec.

Any all streams like what was it at deezer um, i think yeah it was just like and they would did snipe destination yeah and they would they would cheese. They'd be bm, they'd type, they type this craziest. It was insane dude. Oh, no, no! No yeah! That's kind of how it is um.

Do you feel like you've kind of moved away from that sort of behavior? No, it's not blood, you know satsang, but do you feel like you contain it? I feel, like you, become a little more reformed with every year yeah. Maybe a little, i think because, like you like the banter and and you you like being toxic a little, but you don't actually want to piss people off well, i can't like um, like i like bantering really hard, and you know sometimes like um. I like engaging in fierce, like arguments with people right yeah, here's arguments, people they it gets. It gets intense to the point where, like you know, we're both into it.

I think that's kind of fun yeah, but i think these days i don't do it as often or as as fiercely just because i'm like oh they're, gon na get harassed, they're gon na get this we're gon na get that and i'm gon na begin as a Villain and then as the victim and then um, that means what might tell you. I just feel like there's like a big um culture around being the victim, but also um, maximizing and trying to get as much as possible out of it, and sometimes people kind of fall into the victim category almost on purpose just to get stuff, which i think Is a problem, but i mean that's not that's a whole different thing, yeah and then all of a sudden they're looking to sue you for defamation, it's crazy yeah! When it's like we're just bantering a little bit, yeah very meta. They made a discussion today, yeah, okay, actually speaking of i heard there was a bunch of drama with twitch rivals: um, i'm gon na be honest. I was gon na.

I was very lazy and i woke up kind of late for both days. So i kind of missed the early early drama whenever i woke up and i logged in uh people were so modern already that people were already like insensitive and kind of like. Oh did they hear that? Maybe oh you're like oh because because you're sweet on the mic, huh, oh the mic is amplified. That's fun, oh make sense.

Yeah yeah. What was i talking about? I forgot to travel oh yeah, and it was a big big job with um with uh the spanish streamers. Why? Well, i think, because um they felt like the admins were against them uh in a lot of ways. I think a lot a lot of it.

I don't i'm not gon na blame them uh too hard. I think a lot of it was misinformation, like you know, to the pipelines of information. It's like it's like if my entire chat's telling me that somebody's cheating and somebody likes to click out of context right, but then cheating it, and i tell my entire team they're like 60-man team, that they're cheating and there's proof whatever, and then it goes. It goes really bad.

You know it was really bad and i feel like that's that's kind of how it was with them. I think i feel like a lot of them, weren't poor intention or unintentioned, but it ended up that they were just fed me more information and they they started. Molding like there was even like a racism in a chat in the in the tournament chat. Actually, i mean they called me racist out of the blue.

I they said i was like a woman hater because i typed puta um. In a note, they live in a crate, so basically you get items from a box and for the bar not not to be able to respawn. You leave an item in it right. So i left the last item.

I put a note and says puta and anything that they were thinking is that they said i was a woman hater because i typed puta to a girl in a tournament, but i'm like dude. I just left a note in a box i could have anybody could have picked it up. You know yeah, like it just felt just weird. Is there a male version of that word if that makes sense, um not really, and even if it is, but you know how it is with like men, female dynamics like people be like.

That's like chat you're like chad, like if you're going to look if you're going like sleeping with a bunch of guys, you know you're something or something, but if you're, like a guy, you do that dude you're dude you're such a you're, a high body, count chad, Like god, no, what i was saying is, i think, it's kind of like um. Apparently you can say like putto, so i think, because you said the female term - oh my unlucky, a girl picked it up. It looks that way. You get it oh because spanish from and then you go back to the french things where you have female and male versions of things.

Yes, i didn't even think of that yeah. I think that was just the one that he thought of he didn't even know. There was like a male term. Is that how it is, can anybody anybody film in spanish? They can tell me if i'm right about this or not yeah, a woman or my yeah, oh that then then boom then i i reverse engine reverse engineered it.

So i rehearsed all this entire skit off stream, so i would look like uh, i didn't know on stream, but i i i'm pulling this off pretty well right. Now, cleaning cleaning my pr today, boys you're, welcome at a time and then it was and then it just became aware because um they got so mad that they would become like anti-content and like anti-fun. Almost and like you know, like not the fun kind of banter yeah, because we can compete anymore right and then i would go like in town and start gambling. I would scrap in the game and they would like try to interfere with it and and i'm like dude like i'm only in the tournament, because the admins made this right and um.

I won't be disrespectful to twist rivals and just you know, leave and everybody leaves yeah. I don't think there's respect i'm gon na just stay in here and just try to do my own content to try and enter my chat, and they were like trying to like ruin that i'm like dude, he's ruining the events they would like go in front of Me and stack and steal my scrap and like they were, they just came there to intentionally just create my gamble session. It was just kind of like dude you're ruining it and it was not fun. It's like unfun dude.

I think that was kind of lame and i think they like i. I think people were very sour about it. I know if you uh, i i know dizzy. I still post a video about it, but i didn't watch it, but it was just got you just kind of cringe like yeah.

I think it was like while i was out of town, so i didn't really know what's going on. I just heard about a bunch of drama and i'm like for rivals. Yeah, it's odd tournaments, yeah yeah it was, it was so it was so i i did not enjoy it at all that i always thought that this is so lame and also the fact that um uh something i meant to say that i agree with they had A bunch of streamers that are like smaller right and they were like trying hard. Even if they don't know much about rust, they were like getting food farming all day and they were like.

They were like on the grind for like no viewers because they got because they were so happy that they got into the tournament. You know like they shoot for years. They have no viewers and they finally reach a certain point where they get an invite to like a 40 man event and they try to go hard on their like on being participating and they're just getting on everybody and they're leaders. They don't know why, or what do you mean well they're, just like um, there are leaders or whatever, oh tomorrow, we're not gon na show up and there's like a big prize pool whatever.

So there's a lot of like cloud and money on the line and all the smaller guys have no say in it: they're just getting enrolled by it. So they have like no chance of um growing their channels from it or having cool clips and cool fun events and cool times or money. So now i was like i just kind of landed these guys. You know yeah that does suck.

I think in general, rivals kind of has that issue where, like there's such a large spectrum of like playing for fun and content and then trying really hard and like where do you draw that line and balancing around all that yeah? So i feel like rival's events? Can be really hit or miss because of that yeah? It's why i like i like try harding with trihards that don't make the game they're playing. No, we need to talk about this. You've triggered a memory, listen the second or was it the first? I don't know fortnite tournament and you were like hey yo, who wants to join my team, no pros and then you're on a team with like three ex-bros. Your whole team is fps who's.

Just talking is she talking to bro bro? You know your team and, like all the other teams yeah, do you not feel like your team was a little too try hard, okay, okay, open! So here's how it happened. I'll debunk, this okay, the first week. The first team is the time to determine okay. What do we have? My team was me his first greeting, but your second team was: oh mega.

Try hard! Okay! The reason why we don't try it is that we saw shroud tarik shroud, doesn't play fortnite tart doesn't play fortnite he's an ex-bro. Okay, listen! I do think that team was stacked as too, but just because one just because two teams were stacked as hell like my only question is: did you not go into that feeling like it was a little unfair or was it because you saw one other person doing It that you were like, oh he's, fine. Okay, so i didn't understand what was on the stronger side but because, because of the shroud team, your side, yeah, okay, listen because of shroud and i'm gon na. I didn't feel bad about it.

But then we got swapped. Remember they swapped teams with people yeah, and we were given an actual like fortnight main, like old pro like legitimately, so you went from being really good to being really good. Yes, so we got we really like and out of anybody in the tournament we just saw it. That was like the most fitting bit of better players.

It was like it didn't make sense, it was just lucky, but it was on the stronger side, though you are all x, pros, yeah. No, he did. My point is like a lot of people were just playing for fun or were new or did not play often, and then like did. I feel like the way you guys lose then i feel like they should have made them.

You should just. Oh. Is this a common tournament just made a content, then it should just focus on the content part of it. Then i guess if you're gon na go content, go full content.

Otherwise it's one doesn't the past will always be. If you get a crack of try hardness, it spreads like wildfire, yeah yeah, so you have to go full content or full triad and in between you'll, like i said it. First of all, it was good. First first week was good and then it it wildfired.

That's all right, um, honestly, is there anything you want to talk about because there's so much random. A lot of stuff that comes to mind are like platform talks. People always want to hear about that. The amber heard johnny look at that platform talks because i think chad gives a about um like the money ass like this stuff, whatever, which is to me even to me, is boring, uh boring as heck um, i mean if there were ever any leaks.

I think that would be interesting, but, like you can't there's not really a point in hypothesis, there's no there's no leaks. No, it's more um like i do. I do know they'll integrate it, that amazon's making a big push for um, ads and and cutoffs and uh. You know increasing revenue to make sure that you know twitch isn't is more profitable.

I think at the end of the day that hurts the user uh. Overall, i think that the user is like at the forefront of everything yeah, so they always want to make sure that um there's some sort of something that is for the user, sometimes yeah. What i worry, especially is like twitch is such a unique platform. It is it's not like anything else and when you can't just get a bunch of corporate andes to make decisions like they need to ask people who understand and use the platform a lot for their opinion before making some of these decisions.

You see that, but i mean like when twitch was bought by amazon, it's going to become corporate. I was going to talk about that too, and it's like yeah when amazon came in right, then at that point it's like yeah. We get that, but we get twitch. Primes and with primes, like people made like good good, it allowed a lot of people to make a living yeah point blank period yeah.

It helps content for sure to have more, no, no, no half a they're just being dumb. There was so much random chat said like the maid incident, with the toilet aware. Do you know what that means? That sounds like worse. Oh my god that sounds like morse code.

When that one came out came, um came up, the valence was made yeah and it was time to get drops and i was farming key drops. Yeah me too um good times, yeah good thumbs up. I was grinding the game day in and day out right. So i don't have time to do much, i'm i would use the upstairs bathroom just right.

Next to me it was a two-story house and then uh one time i um. You know i had to go number two, so at number two upstairs and then i have, since i don't go upstairs ever i'm having toilet papers, i use um skutt towel or whatever, like the the more head paper. Oh toilet paper. Oh, my god, do not say towel.

Oh scott, towel paper towel paper, towel paper towel i was like. Did you use like a hand towel? So i threw it all in there what you said and i lost it in there and it clogged right. Oh got it and then for the rest of the events, which is like weeks right. I would still go to the bathroom there and flush, but it wouldn't flush right because it was clogged, so it would make it like.

You know go to the top and then go down right and then the bulb, i don't make it. This is disgusting. The ball became like, like you know, rock solid full of the you know around wait. Wait, wait, wait, wait.

I need to understand this because mentally the water goes up and down, and then yes, it makes like a crust around it. So, yes, it coded the whole after weeks. It coded the whole thing so you're telling me that when you're peeing and number twoing in this toilet, you're doing it in like water, that's already brown, essentially um yeah up and down and like i don't want to cry. I don't go number two very often i'll stream, okay, so i would only i wouldn't do that.

Okay, but basically what happened is that it's like that for weeks and then one day we got, we had the maid come through and i hope you tipped her really well well, i i i hated my house because i didn't want to see what she was gon Na say so, whenever i saw she was going up, i went down and danced in my room and i i i called my door and i went. I went to sleep because i didn't want to see her reaction um because it was like um, you know it. It was like really bad, so when i came to the next day it was all clean and good and it was working. You know, and i was like wow.

I thought she wouldn't be able to fix it because i feel, like you need a plumber for that kind of thing. It was really bad amazing, yeah drake's for the, but these are really good, though they they do it. They do super good, uh, they're, very professional. I like them, i don't live anymore, though.

Actually, i'm interested to ask: would you ever consider living like a streamer house um, it depends, probably not why um would that would it would have i mean we need a maid to come through, like almost every every every other day? I think would that would work yep just because you live in a streamer house before no. Never i well, i was the soldier's place and, and the light of the house is really good. So like it's like me on one side, so i don't do this, so we didn't really hear each other that much it was we could get to each other sometimes, but it was really good but um. You know you had problems with sound before yeah.

That's so bad, but la la's peppered in the walls, though yeah. Luckily, these places are better but still like yeah, because it's like it's a lot of cement and whatnot living. It's so bad. It's just a lot.

Yeah, i'm done fidgeting um, it's um! I don't know how i feel about it like. I think it could be good content, but you get you get tired of people. I get tired of people really fast. I get, and i i i get mean and um like well.

You know you know, like i feel, like i'm more very blunt yeah. I will tell the word and i will tell them and if you need to be on stream, it's content, so i wouldn't mind doing it right so, like you know how it is like. I just go for it: um yeah, you called me a in monopoly. I didn't really mind, though, because i feel like i could call you a and you wouldn't care yeah.

I wouldn't care so yeah. I don't know so i think i don't like people, i'm not a big people fan like i people become abrasive, abrasive abrasive. They become abrasive when that's kind of how it is when you live with. Someone like you, have to get along really well and know your boundaries and know how to mesh.

For me, i lived in so many streamer houses uh-oh. I don't know when i could do it again. I feel like it's almost like a threshold yeah like platform. I'm very glad that i did and i think it was really fun for like when i did it, but i cannot imagine why i would want to go back because i mean for content, but if you don't make it with them, it's not worth it.

I think true um, i would sometimes i could just go like into somebody's room and just go sit like this and just do whatever yeah, but like you can do that if you live in l.a, oh yeah uh, the housing market is really bad. I've been looking for houses here, oh no, no, i mean like if you have friends in l.a, you can just go over for a day and you don't have to leave, but i want to also grind and do a lot of streams and do some things. I want to do both. I won't do both of because it's like i wake up.

It's already live, you know so like i could go on a stream and just go chill like just. I think they have a pretty good setup yeah, but also it's very motivating, though i think something that people don't understand. Uh being around people that are active and successful is like um. It's like a huge like life buff.

You know like an actual buff you're, getting a game like attempts and strength or whatever being around people that do stuff. That's not what it is any. It could be anything it's like a huge like buff and sometimes like. I don't need that, but i think everybody can wants it, because it's like a an increase.

You know, i think you can very much benefit from it and i think that's very true, and i've noticed that in certain like households yeah especially like when you're around people streaming all the time you're like - oh, maybe i should maybe i can do this. Maybe that gets you thinking, but for me, like i've been in this game for so long, i found that at this point it's kind of just like stressful. It's like, i don't want that constant reminder all the time, but i also understand why it's beneficial at certain points of your just like. Actually, here's you wake up and you have people screaming and doing stuff whatever and you're like what like.

What am i doing? Yeah like i'm doing, i'm doing nothing, it makes you make money, it makes you want to do stuff, you know and um. I i think, that's kind of like really important, and i i like that i, like being in an active i like being in an active place with active people.