My phone I look I look on it and their calls made from it from the phone to somebody that I know very well Now um that I did not do because I was sleeping it and the calls are I think at uh settings on the end right? something and I think you could understand it I think it makes a lot of sense that somebody that comes home at like four uh in the morning that's totally up um doesn't make calls? um from the shower does that does? Does anybody agree with that? Is that something you do sometimes that you? um yeah, you get that if I'm sleeping, you can't make calls Their calls Me: information from my phone. That's crazy dude. the next thing on another phone. another phone.

oh man, this is embarrassing. Um I'm being shown showed something unrelated right and I see a folder on another person's phone I see a folder and it has a folder of 700 121 pictures. Hey, you know what it looks like when I look at it. Um, there are photos of uh, my phone and my logs of my phone.

um Smith I'm like yo, what is that? That's insane Um that is A and they're not like screenshots. you know, chat. they're not because screenshots. If you think of screenshot, it'll probably leave some sort of Trace right on your phone right that you took it on and and then through data recovery.

I would assume that you can see your own screenshots being taken, a deleted from your phone and some logs right? but it looked like from afar, which is about a couple couple centimeters out of my face. Like the pictures we're taking. um, like in a in a phone way from phone to screen right and there's 700 of them. Why are they so hard to find? Because I'm so crazy and I have so many screenshots over 700.

baby girl, you want to add the numbers up? it's over 15. it's like over 2 000. you guys you guys act like like I said that I'm not in a war. You guys act like I'm not at War I was out here fighting for my life I was out here fighting for my life.

You think I'm gonna just give it all away for free on Instagram when I could come on here on stream and run 10 minute ads that that Zos because she was literally making alt Reddit accounts to make posts about me on Lsf when he was asking her to like. after they hooked up, he was straight up like look, I didn't really feel anything when I hooked up with you and I hooked up with this other chick from Canada and I still didn't really feel anything for her either. The only one that I can think about is adept. The only one I could think about is Sammy How can you know that? it's all right here in the messages.

It's all in their messages. She's cracking. She can't handle being done with you. She's vindictive, weak-minded a little person.

I mean really though, no aspirations, no goals, no core values and I know all the juicers are like, well, true, bro. True, that's fine. It's a major breach to have um private logs, especially private individual's information aired out live against everybody's consent is A wilderness I Get it? I'm the crazy, deranged emotional woman I Get it. I Get it.

And you know what that person did. That person busted down a barrier that was locking my front door so that anyone who had the key code couldn't open it willy-nilly They busted down that barrier and they went into my home and went up into my computer and went through my Discord messages to find out where I was live in real time. Proof: I Don't need to show you my proof right now. Yeah, um this is another claim made.

um I'll do it in a minute. This is only another thing made it that uh I that I did this, busted down the door and broke into um that was also a um a claim that was tried to be made um and was completely shut down. um I'll I'll I'll go I'll go through in a minute uh Jesus Christ yeah because there's a lot. There's a lot since it's like a part of it I don't want to like kind of jump in the middle and kind of get out and talk about.

we're just gonna. can you make sense? What's this? Does that look like Vyvanse to you? What is that? What's this or does it maybe look like Adderall Does it maybe look like unprescribed? Adderall I'm having a really hard time sleeping. Who do you think should help me since I'm having a hard time sleeping. My mom, my dad, my brother, my brother and his girlfriend, my cousins, my aunts, my uncles, um, my, my friends, my managers, my assistants, um, my agents.

um maybe even some of my brother's friends who are local that I could pay to literally watch me as I sleep. No, no, no, no, hold on a second. That guys that there's surely got to be a better option than that list of people. I Think I should hire my moderator to fly out to me and take care of me while we definitely don't hook up or don't have any sex of any kind.

As you guys know, there's there's over 700. There's over 700. Uh, just don't mention the fact that I've broken into her house and gone through her computer without her consent while she wasn't even home to figure out where she was live in real time. But guys like taking pictures of my phone.

That's where I draw the line anyways. And anyways, a lot of the a lot of the things that people know. like things like a protective order and like that. A lot of these, a lot of this awarding it.

okay um only a few people if you guys knew about this because it was all done through like uh YouTube channels that like um that like court documents and whatever some of you guys might have known about this, you might know what that means and what it does now that this is done with it I can kind of speak about it as I would assume to my business to my understanding of it. um I cannot um speak on it. Yes crazy ND without a rent and it is what it is like. it was a disaster I Get guys out out, you have to watch a little bit of it.

uh because by then I got there it was too late. um things were already kind of gonna kind of insane. Uh do I really have to say I don't think everybody knows because I'm not I want I don't want to give it a I don't want to give that attention in a way that it's going to go in in a better way. So it suddenly was doxed.

Okay, that's it, That's all that matters. Okay, yes, what's my other name? smiley face and well, no I met my other first name I was actually wondering if you'd forgotten. You just flew all the way out for a minute. You've been working for for five years that you've been building this whole empire this whole life with according to you that you guys have been doing all these great things you don't even know your name.

okay and she reacts with a smiley face. Why? not? Much to enjoy? Is it because they're not in the vicinity? because it's surface level with no substance? These are girls that are easy to move in and hard to move out. I'm good. That's a problem that that shouldn't happen.

And what's really, really annoying is the fact that um, oh dude, you're lying to the public. Yet that's crazy. Why are you doing this? I'm leaking partial logs on the internet and making fake narratives and you're not gonna fully debunk the story. Are you lying to your viewers? You're such a liar Dude, Dude.

I Don't understand it. What? I Have to debunk claims that are false, made off of a um, a misreporting it and misconceptualizing logs that weren't even obtained? Look at this. That's insane. This is like three layers of dog.

How do you disprove a schizo thingy? How it's not, it's impossible you. You can't do it. If you get something, you should be getting it and then you crop it. You selectively post it without without context and then you make up a fake narrative.

I Would even debunk this is somebody posts a picture of an apple and say yo dude like this is the Apple that that was thrown at me during this date like oh my God bro like what the is this like? it's it's even a hard you've always said how far it is because there's a lot of things that I leak or not leaking based on the fact that I mean sometimes I want parts of my favorite life out there and there are parts that I don't want it out there. That's just that's just it. dude. like girls that have been with it girls I've hooked up with it.

Flip that bad guy if I don't talk about it I don't mean by name because I want privacy. it's that simple if I no not only for me not only for me but for them too. and most of the time because the platform I have when I stream a lot of time. it's for them more than for me because for me I would really like here.

oh my God you hooked up with somebody oh my God you had an intercourse with somebody. Okay so what? Yeah, for me it's easy to explain, but for them it's It's not as as you sometimes you know, like it's it's why I don't talk about it though. that's it. Yeah, there was a bunch of the harassment, done, a bunch of um, just doxing and just leaking for no reason.

It's just insane I don't understand why it's all a thing. But regardless, Oh, so that's done with them. Coconut Coconut I've been I've been keeping my mouth quiet about you I've been quiet I've been quiet. but trust me.

I See, Trust me. I See, you want to talk about the toilet. You want to talk about the toilet because I've been quiet. Oh I'm sure you would love to get on my stream and talk about it I'm sure.

coconut. You've been orbiting this for so long. like it involves you in any way. Oh, you've been.

you've been orbiting around, tweeting about it. You've been racking up the juicers up into your side. You've been wanting to be a part of this so bad like a does. Aren't you a man? Remind me of your gender again because you're on some real.

With all that that me and you talked about with you and your girl, you've been talking some real go. Go. Go out of here and go play some rest little girl. I Don't know why I don't know why Coco thinks that him and Xqc are like friends.

He says that I emasculate him and it makes him angry and vindictive at me every time. Um, and and what? I've come to realize is that making a man feel emasculated is a very dangerous thing for a woman to do. Very dangerous. Get over here he goes.

Uh, he goes literal rat digging to find the last piece of cheese that it can find. And here's Miss Pick me number 24 of the list because there's been a lot in this man's list and she goes that's beyond twisted and I need to be careful saying this because now that there's nothing to protect me, um I know I know a real emasculated is getting real angry at me again and who knows what they're gonna do this time. but suppose this was said. um, holy yeah I think a lot of people thought this entire process has been drama and like it.

Oh guys, it's just like it. it's just. it's just like a problem between one person and another and it's all a joke. It's all drama.

It's like oh, we're gonna consume it as drama. um and like I said in the past with other events of other people I always say well it's not drama and I wish it wasn't I I wish it was drama but it's not. It's much more serious than that. I think um if you know what this means what a protective order is, um well it's a big deal.

It's a big deal that because that is um what you get when you uh, claim very severe things that are not drama that are uh, crimes and having that above your head is really bad. and there's there's a time where I thought I was going to lose my career over just or just having that out there that that exists and that was really scary. um so whenever. so whenever at the time I saw not only but just other people cannot treat it as drama.

it cannot. It's gonna make me a bit sad. but then I was fine because I was like they don't know. that's what they could have known you know? So I cannot get mad at them.

it's not possible I I can't get mad at them so I'm not Madam at all. Actually I don't give a I will explain in the best way that I can without going too much of the details because one, it's a long story when it's late and I'm not I'm not I guess it's it's too much. Yeah, it's such a unpack for one day it's very. it's a very intense I'll give you the bit the big gist of it so you understand so it's not gonna be in the code.

it's just not going to be Mega precise just because it's it's just okay. So yeah, um, this was leaked previously. okay, but there was a um a a protective order filed in um, Ntx and what that does is that basically the way I can explain the way I understand it to be somebody that um that if somebody, if somebody had caused a harm to them or Family Violence can um can file for file for this so that they seek protection from the person that is um, doing these things to them. and yeah, that's that's how that works.

Okay, so that measures are placed, manager measures are placed to protect um said person and in that case um I was set out to be the the perpetrator of certain actions and false Arena I Guess okay and I wasn't really at free to talk about it and it's always been something that I cannot want to want to talk about them right? but now that now that things are, um, things are lifted I can um talk about it basically way back when um way back when um I'm sure I'm sure you guys remember there was a story. um you know there's a PO there's a remember the picture this was on Instagram right and I said oh dude like a like a dumbass when I said that like a dumbass I I went to my house and slept there. whatever right? So after that um I I I went home and then since I was never good I was probably never gonna go to that house ever again. um I I I just posted my the video of my own house on Twitter my own uh my own house tour I'm sure you guys remember that main main entrance National stairs from their side.

Roam here for creative stuff. Mud room that's living room kitchen. must be nice. Here's the um coffee table or like whatever symbol outside.

Oh look how disgusting it is through car garage. smells terrible dog because stuff's been there for a while. But here's what it is. you guys say goodbye I guess office Room: Okay, thank you for helping out.

that was just done. That was done because uh, people can say whatever they want about this. But the grand secret thing is that, um, even though people knew they seen the house a bunch of times, right people have seen the whole layout, it didn't really matter right? I just wanted to, um, show the house one last time before I just I leave it because uh, in his last state because the house is pretty much gonna be gone. It's just how it is.

Uh, because because it's just uh, that has always been a I was in bed after some point because of like you know, swatting and whatever. all these things. uh after I got home I'm not crying but it's gonna get it's gonna get a little bit heavy for sure. um after I got home they were really upset about that out of the blue and then um I I heard a claim something was made and you'll know that in minutes and I was gonna who? I mean it doesn't matter I'm using it yourself, explains for itself.

just let me let me talk a little bit. Let me start from a chance and it's like being code. it's just gonna. it's just gonna get there.

Okay, some claims were made. they were outrageous and I didn't know how to react I didn't know what what to do I didn't know what the I didn't I didn't know what the uh was going on because of how outrageous I think it's not gonna fall and I was like okay, whatever and the next day um I wanted to go pick up some things from my house. um and my brother and my father were really worried about me because I hadn't I hadn't replied in um in a while So it's kind of coincidence that they got home and then they were. they were there at the Um at Pope's house.

sounds like yo um I have stuff at the other house I want to go pick up uh clothes and whatnot so let's just go over there. um and I'll pick up my and we'll get the out. when was this? this was a back in yeah I don't remember, it's it's all about it's not on Twitter so then um that was I think the day after um two days after I slept in and when we got to the house and I I thought we would just walk in and just whatever but um, you know got weird um police was called I couldn't I couldn't enter and I was like okay I'll just wait outside um because I knew the place was gonna come I was like okay, well I mean whatever dude and then um please get there and I'm like yo I'm not here for like trouble, whatever I'm just here to get clothes and get the out. um because since I I got I got infectious not long ago I had no clothes nothing I had no underwear I hate saying it but I I was wearing the same underwear for uh, a little bit of time yo okay, say what you want about it okay, it's gonna cringe but yo I had uh and I just wanted to get stuff out of the house pretty much and just get out.

oh my stuff anyway and I thought we could do that like amicably and chill and whatever and then um, please get to there. it's like a bunch of cars and I'm I'm used to talking with police or whatever because you know back in the swatting was crazy. so I talked to them and they're all like they're all chilled, all whatever, it's all really cold and they're like oh yeah, if you're only here for clothes like uh, they should take like 10 minutes and you'll be out of here All right. okay and I went I went outside for like 20 minutes plus some and then please comes back out and they're like and they're like yeah, you got to get the out and I'm like I'm like yo I'm like you know I'm at the house that um that I own you know like I bought this place I own it I'd like to just get close right and I'd even ask if that's okay.

that's okay, you could just you could just pick up the clothes uh and give them to me. so and then I can get out and I'm like yeah, like none of it's gonna work and the police is like like yeah you gotta move I I wasn't arguing but I was kind of like I was just gonna like having a conversation and talk to them as in um yo uh you know trying to see what we could do to reject an adult conclusion but the police was very adamant and they they were almost like they looked upset with me and at the time I didn't understand why they were upset at me I didn't get it. Nothing made sense, it kind of made me sad and um that was probably one of the I'm not I know it doesn't sound like a bigger to some of you guys and maybe you guys will probably never know why. um I I kind of got like chased out but I think they're just gonna.

they're just like yeah yeah you gotta go like now now I'm like okay and I walked out back to the car and I got there and I just kind of sat in the car and I was um I was just really sad I just kind of sat there and I didn't know how to process that because um, it felt like going through life and doing whatever I feel like there's some there are certain things that you that you get that you feel are yours and then I feel like getting chased out of my own house and not knowing why is like really bad. You know? um because it feels dehumanizing. It feels like you own nothing like you. you.

You can't achieve anything you could. It feels like anything can be taken away from you and I didn't know what to tell my brother, my dad uh because at the time I generally didn't get it and I was like okay I guess let's just go home guys. No, it's okay, no problem and it didn't make a big deal of it. went home.

um but I was I Still didn't understand why the police was almost mad at me and wanted to get me out really fast because I should be able to go to Mountain House And then I learned um, days later that there was a an application made by the other party for a Um protective order against me. so they have to be protected from me because I had committed Family Violence and the claims were extremely outrageous. Um, what unfounded untrue didn't happen and they were so far out that I didn't even know what I was reading when it was given to me. it almost felt like it it was filed to the wrong person.

That's how that's how outrageous it was and the claims made. I'm not I don't want to go into details, but that's uh, it's possibly one of the worst thing that you could do to somebody. one of the absolute worst action to give to somebody. Um, were in those claims amongst other ones I didn't I didn't really know, like it's almost like it's almost like you read something and it goes like and then you're gonna click back into gears and then you kind of understand how like what what's going on at that point right? Because now I'm gonna make sense.

Um, why when I went to my house, the cops would want me to get out because I would assume that they were now an understanding that these things were file. You know what? I I didn't know they were filed and they're like yeah, this one needs to get out because this might be a perpetrator or something like that. That's what that's Anyway, that's that's understanding of it all. This is my understanding so that kind of made sense for me and then um, after that, uh I suppose my people and we were like, let's just let's just approach things uh, the way you should do it and I wasn't I Even though it came to a shock to me, I was not worried I wasn't really worried because I didn't do those things and um, it was provable that these things didn't happen and it would be pretty easy to debunk them if that makes sense.

So I was ready. um I like the game and then um I don't know how many days, a couple days, maybe a couple I I don't know the exact the exact timeline. there was a letter I received it that demanded and extremely sizable Financial settlement and these things wouldn't get out there and um, yeah, basically um and basically a very sizable amount and it basically wouldn't happen and I saw that and in front of me. with these two things happening with these two documents I now have what I had to make.

um, in an adult position and the adult decision that I made is that um I wouldn't budge on any of it and I wasn't gonna buy my way out of anything I wasn't gonna give in to evil and I wasn't gonna just let let the waves Watch Over Me I Um, for a lot of individuals I would assume if if they did bad things they they would buy themselves out. but for me I knew the truth was on my side and would always be and uh, that's how it would always be in the future. Uh, the truth on my side and I felt solid. So so I I I I spoke directly into the to the correct parties and explain everything.

Yeah and how these things went. and it was really. um, it was very off-putting to read these things that were claimed about me and and what? I what what what other parties claimed I had done to them? Um well I got it. Thanks a lot.

Uh yeah, sorry, sorry yeah basically. um what was that? Yeah, it was very off-putting it because some things can be so outrageous and so far out that it's like you don't even know where to begin to explain how they didn't happen because it's so far out because what the truth was in reality and and the the course of events in in reality and in my head was there was straightforward and very very streamlined. It was very but something. it was famous so far it's gonna and um it's crazy okay I'm just gonna say how it is anyway.

Plus and and down the line um there were even claims about um, bruises on the other person's hands or or or wrists was said it and all these things I didn't know and the reason why that was so hard for me to listen to and understand because one that was that was somebody that um I was was once bitter close with it and cared about it. um I also had video and photos of that very night and the day after with none of these it's just but perfect. Uh you know, like intact body if that makes sense. So I didn't know how could somebody be making those claims when they're verifiably untrue? It doesn't make any sense.

Does that make sense? Um so I I I did that what I thought was right I just I spoke directly with the police I had a full-on interview with them I sat down and um I yapped I yapped yeah I did the epiton I just rambled I Just um because I saw you guys in the past before I'm a very visual person and have a pretty decent memory for events and I remember exactly how everything went to the to the to the smallest detail and of course um of course they had question that person's for me and I got there and I didn't ask like one question and I just I sent it and a lot of you guys are going to say yeah dude like um I understand how as an outsider you could you could you could you could see oh dude, don't do this guys. Don't do this because you think you know that it doesn't matter like I said earlier, the truth is on my side and the events how they happened are are not always flamed. So if I remember exactly how things went and I have proof of everything, what do I have to be scared of? Well, nothing. So I went on a two hour plus um baranteton and I rented it.

uh uh and I just said uh, everything that happened. it's everything and down the line. um. it.

was said that I was found credible and um, that didn't have any worries that I that I was lying or an indication that I was being untruthful or unforthcoming. and the conclusion of all of that was that things were what we call um, no build which in fact means that there was, um, a little bit. Basically this went to uh, another thing of the Law whatever, whatever, uh, something called, uh, they they went to the uh, a grand jury or whatnot, a grand jury and in other parties, um in in law enforcement and they, um, basically the whole thing got no build which means there's no probable cause, uh to continue further and it just stops right there. it stops right there and then um, there's no, uh, no warrants, no arrests, nothing.

it just kind of stops right there. Yes, there was a detective. um Miss uh yeah. I spoke to the detective for hours.

Uh, but I was very confident about the whole process I wasn't like I wasn't scared or nervous or whatever. I was very confident. Um, because it's very easy to talk about things. Um, when you live in the realm of real life I know this will sound.

this might sound weird to use me saying this, but when you live in real life and you live in the world that others live in, we're all in the same server. Um, so it's very easy to recollect and talk about things how they happened in that world. and when you, um when you're lying and you're making up you're living in another world that's much harder I would assume to um to say stuff and have it all make sense. That makes sense.

Okay, what was that that happened? Okay, so then um, that protective order still had to be um, dissolved. So after I had said no to uh said settlements, um, they continued on under their quest to still get that um, dependent order in in in motion and so that it stays and um, they wanted to stick in. My understanding, a predictive order is is one is very severe. um, like you can I cannot go close to my home I cannot be in contact with anybody that's that that's a third party like I can't There's a lot of things that you can't It's a very severe document out there.

I I was even stopped at the oh my God I was even stuck at the border when going home. um the border patrol I never like it. hey man, uh, you have a protective order against you in the state of Texas um what about it? Then I think I had to sit there in line at the airport and explain it and I just I felt like I was shooting like a Criminal I felt like I was um I was I was just treated like I'm like I'm sort of maniac and I had to explain it and it was all off of um manufactured false statements and that just gonna don't have to do with two times. So I I went back again.

um and that was pretty insane so not able to talk about anything yet not be so. It's not only that I can't say anything about uh, there's there's let me explain this. how that works is a lot of people don't know about these things. Not only can I not do those things, but if if I if I would have breaks a perfect order that I was in place at the time, there's major consequences such as jail time.

So I I had to go live every day and stream with the notion that if there's even a small one that pops up where I say something I said something without without being focused or something. something comes out right and it somehow breaks one of the many many points in that document. well that I that I could be jailed. um that that's just something that I don't I don't think I was waiting to process at the time and I was kind of a that's just a big deal you know? So I had to I had to be on my on my on my a game if that makes sense.

Um, because something's going to be accidental sometimes you know. And I had stuff in my house that I wanted to get to to bring home to get out and I couldn't because I couldn't go near my house I can go I can go near that person that was A that was A that was a big deal so then that that now that we talked about that um so we had to get that we had to get that dissolved because if in the future, if in the future that was the same place right? Because a lot of people are gonna say oh but dude, it doesn't matter if you can't interact with that person in the future. Whatever, it's not. That's not what the goal of that was.

it's under my understanding, um that if that stays on forever I have to spend the rest of my career on eggshells and if something happens coincidentally or accidentally, then that that I could I could become a criminal. but but uh, just by that happening in vaccines so you know what? It was a point that we didn't get that out anyway. whatever. So um so then um there was to be found discrepancies and the other party's story about the whole thing.

um Amazon it was many um discrepancies in a story in Hell how it was um said and reported because there was many versions of it I can offer whatever reason um the one the store that was into settlements uh where uh the we were asked for a sizable amounts of millions of dollars for it to go away. um the story was presented in a way that made my stomach turn literally. guys I tell you guys I always tell you guys I'm really like whatever. uh I can I can I can take it.

you know a lot of things like you tell me I'll be like whatever dude like you know I'm pretty solid but the way that it was written in there was so far out it actually I I kind of froze like my blood became like like cold. almost it was like Jesus um and then later on was different and it was in the light. on was it it's like it was just kind of crazy. Anyway, um and those other claims that were made I'm just gonna go through the claims and then we could go through this.

The conclusion: What happened at the end so other things were made of course that that this person would have to be uh uh protected for right? Uh there was another claim that was made that um that I had done something in California which was also unfounded and untrue. um that that I had a salted person so that that didn't go through either. and there was another claim that was made that I had um broken into somebody's home, broke into her home um which is also untrue and it's it's it's I understand that that story is being um pervaded again as a truth and is being used in a court of public opinion. um on social that uh that um, this person is saying that in California I had broke it into her home and it was just weird to me to see and hear these things.

I was like I live in I live in real life I live in the realm of of what factually happens, right? and I don't think it happened So how how would I even be presented if that's just untrue. Um yeah, and it's it's why I didn't understand it and then uh, a video was presented of like um me just walking in, uh or or whatnot and just um then getting out like a normal person and I didn't really get it because I was like okay, what am I what am I watching um just I didn't I didn't even know like what was going on because there was a claim and then suddenly presented and I was like I don't think these these things just don't correlate I know what's being presented um so then so then um also there was other claims made of harassment that I had leaked my own address and and risked everybody's life lives when um when I leaked my own address by accident One Night by going live and clicked the wrong button. um I'm sure you guys remember one night when I went live uh uh uh with the phone. The reason why that is people say people, people think it's true.

um let me explain this because I don't know um I I was getting weird bills on my credit card at the time um for stuff at the house I was wondering who was putting the charge on the card for um for that for the house I I called in and I want to record it so I could listen to it down after or down the line. um when they tell me uh, who put down the card or and and an update on my account and prove it. So I I want to record my phone and it comes in it so I went on OBS it's my only recording program and I just clicked on start start recording but I literally missed. click on uh, start streaming like an absolute um idiot.

It was just an actual understood how uh, the buns are one next to the other. uh let me show it to you real fast. it's right there. So I clicked and went back to look at my main monitor.

uh and it just broadcast it instead. but of course that didn't matter because um nobody lived there. It's not the place of residence of anybody. um it wasn't a it wasn't a threat to anybody and I thought that was an accident.

so it so that there's also that claim and then amongst other things um and it's under my understanding I hope I'm not wrong about this. I don't know I don't mean to sound uh, like an idiot. It's under my understanding that it, um, a practice a predictive order against somebody. The the proof requires the burden of proof that required it to acquire.

One is pretty little or small. So in order to get that against somebody, it's my understanding of the law or my understanding of of legal proceedings that you don't have to prove much or have a lot of evidence for that to be in place against somebody. Um, so the conclusion of everything with everything set in motion all these claimant about me. so uh, no.

and now we're talking about two two claims of different types of assaults and then um, right and a claim of breaking and entering and then harassment and then uh of threats and whatnot. After all of this, after all that was kind of went into it. Um, the conclusion was at the end that um, it did not meet the none of the claims met the the burden of proof I think on the civil code or in a criminal code and that a uh, protective order against me would not be granted. So then um, after months and months of sinning in the dark with the version of the truth that that lives here with us, which is real life after months of sitting in the dark I actually had something or somebody tell me and validate that my brain was rooted uh, in reality and that was really refreshing to finally have something somebody, a piece of paper or whatever.

something that that says that that I was I was right that um that things that were claimed, um were proven and whatnot and that was really. um that was really big mentally for me. you know. um and it's why a lot of it was hard for me to respond to you guys a lot.

but I think the people people asked about questions answers my words carefully because I was scared that even though the reason why the the protection was false and it would be lifted, there was a temporary, there was a temporary one that was in place while it's either proven false or from true and I could by accident breached that current particular order and I would be in trouble for it. so it was I had to be on eggshells like crazy. Um so I couldn't speak freely about these things to you guys to the public I could explain it to anybody. it's not even friends.

um in fear that they would talk to another or or leak it or talk to somebody else and then they talk to her or whatever. I um I didn't I don't know what the fudge to do, you know I was just sitting by myself, you know and I felt really alone. you know? Um, just like it, does that make sense because um that was once somebody that I cared about a lot and the only person I could I could go to for things that like of trust and that the um things false things were claimed about me that are some of the worst thing that you can do to another human. um it's very much 100 and zero if that makes sense.

It's like both opposite sides of it. um so that was um that was something that was something and I just feel like it. it's it's a little disingenuous because I saw a clip earlier I saw a clip. um come up where um the conclusion of all this is being undermined as in oh um the judge claimed this and then it's gonna.

it's just gonna uh weird that the conclusions being undermined when so much went through the process and that's that's the actual conclusion that that it's being just gonna kind of mocked. you know because if it was true it would have been proven to be true anyway. um so that's that. um the marriage part uh the people are asking about is a little bit of a disaster.

but um how do I explain this to you guys? I've said in the past I've continued to say and we'll probably continue to say in the in the future that marriage is a disaster and I don't wish to ever get married I was never married I never spoke about getting married to anybody for that matter and we'll probably continue to do so uh for the rest of my life because it's not something that a Content I believe in that I want to get into any claims that um, uh, that I married anybody are unfounded, stupid, and uh, going nowhere and um I I I'm in hopes that continues to be the case. um yeah, um in retrospective I am incredibly disappointed and send by um by other parties coming in and chord writing certain lies and certain things. um I've lost faith in people and I've lost faith in some adults that um, that that are out there that will just come out of the woodwork and as fully grown adults, just corporate these things and um, just gonna. It's a little bit off-budding to know that like some people that you kind of see as full foreign is just insane.

um yeah, that's crazy and before people say oh, this, that and and defamation and and and whatever. uh, it's under my understanding of the law that I think sometimes making a legal claim isn't um, something that could be sued against for defamation. it's only like comment that you would make uh, publicly or on uh platforms I think that's that's how that works Maybe I'm Wrong um yep yeah it's a little crazy, but it's kind of how it is. Um, don't worry, so then um but um I'm also very thankful and grateful that um that for the people that I worked with like my lawyer whatever who believed in me uh from from day one and um I kind of sat in the parking lot it was like um I hope you know that I wouldn't have taken this on if I thought you did it um I just want I just wouldn't have done it and that that made me feel like I was um I was like trustworthy from from the beginning and that really kind of it.

made me happy. you know to hear that and to have um to have the courts um see through all the I would assume uh of all everything and it come come to a favorable conclusion. So I was really thankful for that and um hopefully all of that is behind and then we could go back to having fun and doing stuff. Hopefully we could go back to um, just clicking on links, watching videos that don't matter, playing games nobody wants to watch and listen to stories that are live I I wish I hope we can just go back to eating toenails okay and sit at the computer and doing dumb.

Okay because I'm sick and tired of uh, sitting there with all this this dumbass going around. it is incredibly annoying dude. Okay, I'm I'm just tired of this and I wish that the the other parties out there will understand it. that yo you're done.

Holy it it's okay. You're gonna live in blah blah land. Okay, pull out of it. Holy blood Christ Amen Just like holy, It's time to swap servers out and come back to the real world.

Okay please. I can business anybody else? Okay, that people are, uh, just twice then anyway. um Jesus Christ Then like it's time to to lend back into the real world. Okay and even I couldn't be upset as anybody else would get down months ago.

I could have been upset I was a furious okay way back when when things weren't Dancers just just a apology or being like it. okay yeah, that was gonna cooked like moving on I would have been like okay, you know what? dude. whatever. let's just let's agree to live our lives and just um, go through life and just whatever.

Okay, even when everything out could be that small, everybody else I I had a choice at one point I had a choice. Okay, I'm gonna I'm gonna make an eggs on this. Okay, this is even when a lot of things were lined up and a lot of evil was shown and a lot of terrible things were said and done. I Sat there and I was asked that question multiple times.

Do you want peace? or you want Justice and over and over again. I answered it I Want peace? Which means let's just do all the correct things right and not not go crazy and not um not uh you know, go what and extend these processes longer than they have to be right and to and to extend everything in because. one thing one thing you guys realize one day chat is that peace of mind. My motto is a peace of mind at all costs I Want to wake up in the morning and live a life of just what do I want to do today I Want to just do this I'm gonna just do that I want to just have fun I Wanna whatever right? And you can't do that when you have.

When you have a billion things on your head that are stacked up and continue these processes that are out there okay, seeking damages and blah blah and doing all this. it extends the wounds, it extends the reality and it it. it makes these things that are still ongoing. it more and forever and it's just.

it's hard to live life. it's uh, it's annoying it and I wanted to have peace and even after not before this but before with all the garbage I always said yeah it's like we're good I want peace and my teams are good with me that that's the way to go and after a while um now I'm at I was asked do you want peace of Justice I said I want Justice I want Justice now um because I think making a stand not only for myself is important, making a stand for other people that might not be able to afford Um, lawyers and and and defense a Public Defense people out there that that that might be afraid of this and that that uh making a standalone sometimes is important and I hope it's an example for other other people out there that one trying to come at me with unfounded stupidity that I won't budge because I live in the real world and it's important that these people don't get rewarded for stupidity and setting a track record for myself and for others I think is important and for the longest time I was like I just want to move on and this behind this this be behind me but now it's like I've I've received and I have I've been caused damage enough against me but um I'm like I don't think I can get any much worse than this right and if and if and if the if the correct course of actions uh will take months um for me to preach Justice and to um and to survive and heal from the damage caused most so be it. Man it is what it is because I think that I deserve it and I hope that that sends a message to other people that matters a lot to me. Batman's on to me um and throughout many processes in the past there has been a little of a little pause and be like it.

Hey man, we could settle one. Um, we could settle this. We could sell that. We could sell this.

We could sell that. Um, you can pass this. You can pass that this and that. Um I hope that for the past and for now and for later, um that they'll be my response.

You can you can settle on this. You can sit on that. Settle on this right now. please.

Um and that'll Remain the case for forever. anyway. Um, thanks for listening. Move on.

Yeah, yeah, we're going to be good on that. We're gonna be good on that. Thanks for the into my Ted talker. We'll be good on that.

Holy um I'm gonna say it now. Flip it Now flip and I I hope um what? my mouth is over there. Oh videos man I know who this guy is. but uh, thanks for the 10 gift Subs um um yeah I think I think Overall a lot of people.

a lot. a lot of my teams nine months. a lot of people that I work with whatever. um no, me, no exact.

No. they know me for who I am. Okay, and they know that I'm stupid. They know that I'm really responsible.

Okay, and um, they know that um, she gets crazy sometimes, right? But they also know uh, the characteristic of my personality and uh, then I'm not a complete to other people and they've had uh, the family belief and trusted me. um and I'm really thankful that I had people to talk to that that believed. you know because I I would have lost my mind if um, even the people that defend me uh then believe in it because then at one point you you start to lose believing yourself. you know I hope you will understand.

This is that at one point you can start literally gaslighting yourself into um, caving into what other people say, even when you know where you're at and and you're in reality if your reality is only echoed through your own voice and you're in the dark, it alone and you hear everything else. Uh, it can make your your vision shift of what real things are, that's it's a it's the things that add that happens to people. It's just like and um, having not at least a certain amount of people to believe into me. yeah no, you're good.

um was it was, uh, was important for me. So what that would have done that? All right. We're done with that chat because I'm I'm done all this uh, the other claims, um some of the unrelated whatever claims. uh oh the old dude that the um, did you did you this person that wasn't uh you know I didn't answer dude uh yes um uh yeah I've had um yeah, it is what it is, um is what it is.

uh if you want if you want to make the uh, it's kind of crazy, it's something something was said it uh that's not. It was like a oh my God this person is obsessed uh with you. especially substance with you man it's what and and and they're saying oh my God they um you paid for sex. whatever it is what I said okay, that doesn't make sense.

Somebody said he's obsessed with you and then once that well I mean you wouldn't have to pay for that. what the that that that is that is that that is that explains itself, doesn't make any sense. okay um yeah I don't even. Oh anyway and that doesn't make that doesn't make the initial even if I had lied I'd still Justified because that was leaked my man before sin CD with Donald logs okay um I I didn't even lied.

The whole point was to just uh, have somebody look over me. um uh and yeah it wasn't It wasn't family because I had any problems I wonder why I don't know anything. Oh, if you if you're worrying about your health, just just call your family. well I couldn't do that anymore I wonder why that happened I wonder at the time why I couldn't call family I wondered why would I be able to call Family at the time Well maybe because um, your ass made a massive drama that split me and my family apart entirely.

It's almost like I had nobody at the time. holy um and I I that explains itself yo I was alone in the house to the point where when Zomb said you know I'm coming to Canada yo come look at my house bruh and I haven't seen spoke I never sat down at one time with zombies and he lived there for like six months I forgot you he's lived in my house like that guy was so silent I I didn't I even know he was there yo That's how little friends at the time and people had to worry and take care of me. okay they had a bought in my house okay um I had a a robot and I was literally um so yeah if you want so it's not, it's not a gotcha. you're getting cooked because oh dude, you got caught in the LIE show like I had nobody to talk to or nobody asked to take care of me and watch over me like and if if that if that led if that led to um to a consensual interactions, well so be it.

that's just private matters I don't give a like what the what it has to do with anything man yeah it's vanish at all people say dude that's a fat that is a power Dynamic no it's not okay I missed one question for you hold up I made a point. Okay, people notice already. Again, listen it. I didn't mind saying it before I'll say it again I Don't pay the mods.

Okay, there's not a a A A hierarchy of employees that work for me, a pay grade or whatever. the okay, there's not like some sort of a some sort of a exchange or power bro. it's literally the same as any chatter. just like VIPs if you're in chat and you have an extra token at this VIP well then I should talk into this mod.

That's it. That's that. I guess that's the difference. They have a grain Square next to their name that doesn't make it oh my God oh my God so then uh, that's out of the way.

What else this I want to know? I'll give you the chance you guys I'll I'll be I'll be a little bit of an open book. Okay kind of some things I still can't talk about, but um, right now it's all kind of like a limbo. Um, it'll get there. it'll get there.

This is why I can't click on the chat man for three more years. The car. the car is. A lot of people know what dude, some public info is out there.

Okay I I can't I can't talk about it I'm uh, you can know what? to go. What's up with the car? it's and that it's chilling. Dude, it's just chilling it. It's kind of like it.

hey hey, you know I didn't No, didn't it sound like it's not? It's not like this. It's kind of like it's kind of like us when you're playing FIFA Right And you build a team with full of cards. They have a really good card right? and for the next 10 games you have to put it in the reserve. So if you make a Joe team or or uh, make it, you mean you make a team play with your friends.

Nobody can use the card and nobody can put on the field right. It's just gonna like it. It's just gonna bear I think it exists but nobody can use it then that card. Of course you feel.