Did you believe come on jubilee? Why not, and also - and now i was engaged to somebody in the do all porn stars - think the same three years later industry, and sometimes what it does is people it mentally can scar. You has anything changed since three years ago, for you relationship, wise l, yo, give it a chance. You'll be good. Yeah, it's gon na be good.

He's coming before you've been starting is sacred. Okay, excellent love, content for you. You know chad, i i would say either disagree or should disagree just because i'll disagree with the question itself. I feel like it's it's because it because it's it's whatever you make it, i mean right and you can say that it's sacred or either, and if it's that for you, then you are right.

I believe everybody has the opportunity to choose what kind of sex they will have, how they want to have sex when they want to have sex, why they want to have sex, but then there's times i just want to be a dirty pig and just go out And do whatever i want and that's not sacred, i do think it can be, and i also think it cannot be. The connection, i think, is very important, so it can be if you're connected to that person, or else you can just have sex without any emotions and just a more physical awesome space people don't really get it like. I love you on the streets when i'm at home - i'm normal me so when i have sex at home, there's like a connection, there's love, there's all that other stuff there's also not like a ring light and a camera directly open up. Let me see like the penetration you're not being told that at home you're just going with the flow buck - and i were actually talking about this earlier - but a lot of people they're able to separate sex and emotions like feelings.

So it's not always sacred in the way that people think for me. In my brain i registered the same as like. Oh, i went and worked out at the gym with my friend, but the workout just happened to be sex interesting, my family approves of what i do for a living three three quarters. Yes, two one, two, three they're, not all for it.

They still want me to go back to college. They found out the first day that my first scene came out. My mom, she called me and she was upset and then like a week after that she was like you know. I love you and like you're, still welcome to come home, but they have my back all of my family members.

They have went to college, i league schools and i'm the only one that chose to become a sex worker. It was always an awkward conversation until i completely retired, from doing in-person sex work, that tension is still there, but they are happy that i'm not performing meeting up with anyone in person. So they're comfortable with me just being an online performer they're, happy that i'm safe and i'm healthy and i have a income coming in. Oh the industry i used dude, i got caught up dude i got caught up yeah i get it.

I get it like. Only fancy i thought you could like dude like online, like uh dude, i'm not gon na, say what my idea was. I'm an addict, i'm sober now but, like i used to get in a lot of trouble, i was living on the street. It was a whole thing and then the industry helped me create a safe space for myself like the thing that has like a a a thing and you do something and does it elsewhere, dude right and for some reason, my energy for someone's in my head.

I thought about like a small like guys, i don't know why. I guess my idea was my mind, started running on its own right and i thought about a mini uh, a portal. You know, like the game portal right where you would like you know, boom and then boom over there. You know like like and also do a lot of work on my mental health.

They would prefer, if i did something else but they're not going to hate me for doing it. It is hard for me to find a relationship because of my job three two one go donny. Let's start with, you has anything changed since three years ago, for you relationship wise, i was engaged to somebody in the industry and sometimes porn can destroy. You know, relationships and can destroy people.

You know, because i don't have her anymore and honestly, i don't know if i ever will you know, because sometimes what it does to people it mentally can scar you, i'm still single um having sex with other people to most people was just like not a normal Thing like i'm going to work and i'm going to go, have sex with somebody as far as relationships. I feel like the only thing that has really changed. Is i've accepted that some people, just it always starts off good and then, after a while, they just feel a certain type of way. So i'll read off some interesting popular search terms and then you'll decide if it's problematic or not problematic to mouth.

Three two one go porn is fantasy. People porn is fantasy. Is it problematic to use to mouth? Well, it depends on what you mean by problematic yeah. If someone does it without having to clean before they do it well they're going to learn the hard way.

So i think it's somewhat problematic, because people want to do that, but, like you need to prepare correctly, because on movie sets, they are cleaning themselves out completely. How do people clean themselves with an enema milk? Three, that's not gon na make at all milk to me is an empowerment term. It's you know. We have a lot of ageism within our industry as well as a lot of other industries.

It's not problematic, because it's basically saying that that lady super hot very agree. I just feel bad, sometimes because you'll get the girl and you're like oh you're, the milk today and she's like yeah, but i'm 25. put some makeup on her. That made her look older and put a dress on her team.

Three two one go: this one is tricky because i do fall in the teen category. A lot of men are pervy and they love the whole fresh out of high school age play. They love it and i'm going to profit off it, but it does get to the point where it's a little bit too far like when you want me to perform like i'm under 18, i'm not going to act like a 13 year old school girl, like that's Just not going to happen when i was 18 19. I loved the teen category because i was like oh people, my age.

This is right up my alley. This is perfect. It can be somewhat problematic just because there are people like that, but it's also not our responsibility to regulate that is such a terrible uh. I feel like um, mind hoop.

I think that was that was like mental gymnastics that are like really really bad like uh like just because there are people like that, but because it's also that's not that's not what the target of what of what they're doing that should be or we're trying to Appeal our responsibility to regulate if somebody's going to be a creep, but when people see teen or any of that within the porn space immediately people go to sex trafficking. It's a little problematic because we're getting shoved again into that space of sex trafficking and teenagers and youngsters, and you know which none of us want to touch any of that covid has affected my job three two one go, i'm happy because it happened. I'm sorry! I have to say it: kovan has put so much money in my pocket that i have not seen since i've started out, and i think it was because everyone was just locked up in the house, not knowing what was going on in the world. And the next thing that they want was to be in the comfort of huh, of their fantasy girl, and i was at fantasy girls.

That's why everyone hopped on the wave of only fans i even jumped back into webcam and and my numbers skyrocketed it's weird, but people would rather see your laundry in the background than nice, furniture and paintings. You know yeah that reality is different because it's the realness, so i think people really want realness polished, porn studio porn is going away when cove would hit it affected me and, like how's, the bad thing little cooper's yeah. It's. I think it's the reason why why it's? Why it's a bad take was right, because the roots of of the thing - that's positive in in her small angle, is very negative.

The fact that there's more people doing things from afar because they can't do it in in in real and whatever and then uh people, people or people people are people are dying. I i hate to say it, but people are dying. You can say. Oh yeah, i'm happy that it happened financially only and oh, and only because of that and bender's increase, but i'm not because that happened because of uh like dude.

The take could have been much much more filtered and property and management. I think no, it doesn't sorry. I wasn't going to set anymore. We had a complete like okay people, say yeah, but it's tripping in okay.

Then that's fine. Here's the opinion. It's a dog opinion. Okay, that's really good! So yeah a lot of times you can have you gon na, have a take and, and you people - okay, it's a take that is what's down in the industry where nobody was filming.

Some people started making a lot of money, but then, like other people who were doing only mainstream, this is the same thing. I i working at a private clinic as a doctor and and and and uh you have to do surgery on on on a patient right right because they have cancer and you're like yeah man. I'm i'm happy for cancer. Yeah dude like yo, chill out man.

They were like what are we gon na do now? You know because they didn't have that. So i feel like i was lucky that i already had an established online presence. Sexual assault is prevalent in the industry. Three two one go it's a hot topic in our industry, because people want to be like.

No, our industry is good. We want to protect each other and there's such a big stigma against what we do as a job that we're almost afraid to speak up. When something happens, how are we supposed to make people accept porn if they know that? Okay, this isn't kind of real? You guys, i i i i like the more the more things that i can have take. I don't know people should pay for porn.

Three. Two one go: um wow, that's a hot wow, it's not a out of all the takes that they could've been bad in this video. This is by the worst harmless thing to be stealing porn, because there's a huge industry that's affected by it. We're not legit.

In a lot of people's eyes, so on some level they feel like they can take and steal our stuff because they just don't have compassion for us and they they don't look at us as if we are actually running a business. We have to pay for everything you see in our porn. How do we pay for that? The only way we can get that money is by you participating dating and us creating that pornography. We make a lot of people happy when they get that nut off.

So y'all should pay us. That's all i want to say and, like you guys asked us earlier, this is you art for every piece of art you paid for the clothing you have on you, pay for glasses. You pay for everything. So why not pay for porn? The work that it takes to do a video, i think, because because it's simple, because it's simple the way, people the way people consume digital media these days right right, isn't it is it it's just dude just what's watching people watch ads right and that quote: pays For it quite literally correct right and that's a little bit with all most media, you guys would be very surprised because this, this isn't different than anything else and then another video, it's a video.

It's a piece of media also, i feel like you guys - should pay for porn. If i mean especially because you want it regulated, we keep these things behind paywall and behind, like age restrictions to make it so the adult movies are for adults. If you are a legit porn person like we all are here, we don't make it accessible to children. Who's.

Making it accessible to children are the people who are putting the free pornography on the internet. I would be comfortable with my child, following in my footsteps. Three two one go, so i actually have a child and um. Not that he's asked me hey dad.

Can i get into porn that being said? If he chose to do it, i i would say guys you, some of you guys agree with the other guys, take it right. But if you say, if you haven't seen it with the gambling, like oh dude, again the websites when you go when you go on it uh you have to it it's age barrier and you say yeah, i'm 18 whatever, and you guys want to agree with that. He's i beating his to steer him a different direction because it's not an easy industry to be in. I do think, there's better choices for people to make, but i would not discourage him one hundred percent.

It's a good analogy. I agree a great analogy: um, not specifically, for filming mainstream porn. I was thinking more so the route of contactless porn so like webcaming phone sex operator, even content creator somewhere, where my child, our future child, doesn't have to have interaction with the consumer. As far as like in-person sex work, that will be a problem because i know what could possibly happen and i don't even want my worst enemy to experience that so i wouldn't want my child to experience that neither it's a wrap.

Can we do a group hug good stuff yeah? We do great representation. That was kind of odd because i feel like like the basis of some of some of that, is that it it feels personal, so disregarding it it seems kind of cinderella for real. We did an amazing job thanks guys, um give me you.