I had this background feeling, like i remember when i had my very first uh escort session. I had this background feeling that i was gon na feel like gross and then i remember like i went through this session and i left and i was walking down the street with like a couple thousand dollars in my pocket, and i was like who exploited, who Here what the step forward, if you agree, i judge the other side. Of course you do everybody does. Oh, please, you know what you guys guys.

This is gon na do with the topic. Everybody judges, it's something that you're that you do most people ever almost everybody does you're almost designed to judge just, even though you don't like it right. The way you express your judgment on on others, or the way you express your internal judgment is mostly conscious right right, but your thoughts and the way you judgeable it's it's natural. It happens.

It's whatever it's hard for me to reconcile. Unfortunately, like sex work is like noble or something that it's necessary for society totally understand xqc. So the idea that we actually do this for money isn't too far out of the ordinary. You know my dad was a pastor, so it's like understand.

I didn't grow up in a idea where, like sex work was okay, but i did grow up in an idea where it's like. I want to learn. I want to experiment, and one of the things i wanted always learned about was what my body does um. So like what what made you decide, what how put you in a place where you decided? Is it a religious yeah? So it's definitely a jesus thing like jesus is my lord and savior, and so i totally believe that that part of me is something to be shared intimately with the person i'm choosing to spend my life with with.

Can i ask the disagreers to step forward? I don't judge you, i just don't understand why you would give people access to your body in that manner, which opens you up to so many more risks with, like stds pregnancies, all that stuff. I could not do that. That is not me. Okay.

Here's a good example for that sorry, my other job is doing stunts. I light myself on fire. Is there a risk to that? Yes, but it is an educated risk, because i know exactly what i'm doing, and i know how long to burn - and i know what's going on same thing with sex work. These are all educated risks that we take.

That is our job. Our body is what we use for our job, so we take care of it. We get tested, we take care of our health. You know we are very, very adamant about that, but i just cannot get on board with our bodies being a product all the time, but isn't that how every job is when i was working in retail, my body was a product, i'm lifting heavy things, i'm working In you know, weird nasty work conditions, i'm getting injured, um like every job.

I've had has required physical labor of my time and body, and i'm required to be there. We all settle our body just depends on. I know what you're talking about. I mean sexual sexual selling is very different from what i do, which is like working as a nurse in a hospital, but you're selling your time, your physical ability, your knowledge and your emotion, because that job is very draining on your phys you're.

Just your mental health. We're doing the same thing except we're just showing nudity and pleasure, i'm nathan bronson. I am 32. I am a sex worker and almost 100 of them.

When i was younger, i had girls tell me i was very terrible in bed and i had a small penis. I wanted a challenge. I always like doing things that um, not a lot of people can do. I want to be able to prove that i can do it.

So that's why i got it. Sex work can make the world a better place, i'm a prostitute and i've had there's always always madness. I had one guy who's white. No! No! I just feel like i, i i i think, as a core concept is it's selling of intimacy at that point? Well, at least at least um, almost all parts of it and he had only been with her his whole life and she had just died like a year ago, and he was like, i don't know how to date again.

He and he didn't want to get into the emotional part where he was like interwoven with the new person, and so as baby steps like he came and saw me as an escort, or there was another guy. How are you saying, friendship, yo, yo, yo? First of all, i'm not selling anything. Okay. First of all, i'm not selling you, okay, you want! You watch free content, two two, two, two, i'm giving you nothing uh, i'm giving you images and pixels of pure degeneracy.

If you choose to make a fake friendship - and you think you're, my friend you're, going to come, shake my hand and touch my buddy or take my booty not happening, i'm not your friend, i'm pixels. Okay, let me tell you straight up how it is okay, so yeah, where is simply so everybody's on the same page, okay, i'd like some guys in the chat, chill chat with children, fun, jokes, fun, jokes notes, i'm pixels to you, i'm pixels and he was like. I'm not in a position where i can get laid on my own and i don't want to die without experience. That's another thing, and i got to be that for him and just like last year i looked him up and i found his obituary.

Those encounters are what make the job uh something valuable to me: you're, not even subbed, no you're, not even something me because you're like this is not just like a casual physical experience. Right like this is you're touching somebody's soul and i'm so thankful to have been allowed the opportunity shot. Sometimes i get the feeling that we save lives someone's having a bad day. A man might want to be a little violent.

Instead, you know he sees. He goes to the strip club or he watches little porn or he, you know, spends time with the provider and that brings him down and it levels him out and he gets that intimacy that he's missing. I have a suspicion that we save marriages. I saw so many husbands who are like my wife hasn't touched me in six 10, 15 20 years and like i need sexual outlet and like the fact that they can get it with an escort like preserves the marriage, otherwise guys guys.

I've rarely seen takes that. Are so dog, i want to pause the video and they would leave the wife and the house and the kids and everything would explode. It's like a a controlled yo bro when, when you, when you're, not getting the juicer juice? Okay, you just jerk off and if you're not getting, if, if it's not, if you something you need, a relationship which is mostly people will like right, bear the problem. And if you find a solution, then i'd say you split up.

That's just kind of how it is, though i got thoughts. Okay, so i did want to address the idea that you said that you having sex with a husband, save the marriage. I i don't believe, that's even possible. No, it's not that it's not like complicated there's.

There's no stop; no, it is that's. That's really as simple as it gets an adultery. Save a marriage like my perception is that this is like an inadequate band-aid to cover a wound that doesn't have another way to heal, and so i'm not saying it's great, i'm saying yeah you're correct in your criticism, not good. I was not too young marriage where this was happening without my knowledge, but like i, i do suspect that the alternative i should never thought i would see someone i'm gon na share something um.

I looked at porn when i was in eighth grade and just kind of hearing, i'm not too young, you you, you you're a person, you have needs. Okay, and sometimes you make you have to make compromises. I get it. You have to.

You have to angle your chips. You have to play your hands right or whatever right, but but ultimate, ultimately, ultimately, most of the time very, very if you need something advertisement ship that it that is kind of like happening and candidate yeah. You know you know you're getting it's, it's a very strong, big part of being with somebody, and if you don't have that and you miss that and you approach the problem, you should have different solutions and you're not getting it and it's a big part. It's now missing, then it's it's! It's broken.

If it can't be fixed you, you you're, just gon na split up, you didn't what it is. It is what it is. It's crazy, i'm getting like a frustration, because i'm like oh man, because it really puts me down bad spiral, and i just started thinking about myself. I started thinking about women really inappropriately it's because, like porn puts this kind of this idea in our mind and kind of scares us, i think it scares guys away from actually talking to women yeah.

I also want to like validate the fact that pornography like can cause these effects on people like some people watch porn and they have like a really negative reaction or like it causes you to feel like this objectification of women that you don't want to experience, and I think it's like really important to like, acknowledge that and be like yeah, maybe some people just shouldn't watch porn like maybe it's bad for them. I was watching an interview the other day with um angela white, another porn star, and she said this thing that just blew my mind where she was like. You know we don't watch fast and the furious to learn how to drive. We don't watch porn to learn how to have sex and intimacy sex.

Is i mean porn is entertainment. That's so hard, though, because so many people watch it. If that's the avenue they go towards. That's where they're going to learn from and then they're going to get down these things are so separate it you guys you can't make any sort of you.

You can't do that. This is not a fair line of thought. You guys are kind of true because it makes sense you logically, oh yeah, bing, bang, yeah it's what analogies and comparisons make kind of sense um logically, but if you think about it, they're dumb, it's like it's! It's really dumb can't hack these comparisons because we're having sex on camera. It is entertainment.

What would be your solution? Because it's the way you do a chat, so what you do with it? It's like, if i spent all day, trying to interact with you guys in a very, very in very personalized way right and a guy says. Oh, oh, what about you um a mold nugget? How was your day yeah and was like this was like that? Oh, my heart is this: what about your favorite - and we did this for like two hours, guys guys this stream is only entertainment, god, you man, i don't know who the you is. This is only entertainment, bro, like dude, chill out man. It's the way.

It's the way you do it. The way it's done has very complicated uh. It has very some things, are very deep, deep, deep in elements to them, and you can't ignore them just because you want to simplify to entertainment, but it's just you can't have those unsuspecting audiences. It's complex like if they're an advisory is there something that's there? No because it doesn't matter what you do, people are going to find it now, what i think: better education, better parents, better teaching, because when it really comes down to it me doing this job and being chastised for doing something that, as an adult that i want To do cameraman that you strive to do better is a completely different thing.

I'm rudy i'm a virgin, and i believe that god for two people, i view the sex industry as something very taboo and full of people who may or may not have have had a different choice or thought of a different option to provide themselves a better life. What god cares about? Okay, that's extremely shallow. What the was that slides! God cares about our sex lives. What i believe that god created sex like we are all sexual beings.

I mean unless you're asexual, i guess, but sharing that with one person. For the rest, i'm not going to question whatever that's so appealing to me, because then i don't talk about it like my religion just because to them, and i would hope that they want to do the same with me. I feel, like god is involved and that's why people thought i was crazy. When i said yeah i wouldn't be actually praying well.

My first time people thought was crazy, but it's it's there's emotion, there's so much more than just action. That's going to be so good! I recently advertised people's beliefs and with the people i have to be very christian girls, my dad's, a professional evangelical debater, who has a radio like an apologist. Yes he's a christian apologist, no kissing don't hold hands. I was like still till marriage like absolutely, but there was a sense of like this.

Sexual act is really elevated like a lot of it it from my frame. Is it like a person participating in a social ritual where we all like give this act like a huge amount of power um which is like not my deal, but i i really resonate with like the the strength that can hold. So i also grew up catholic and uh. You know grew up in my catholic shame bubble.

I would masturbate and cry myself to sleep and be. I have good arguments and good thoughts about this. No big trouble. I don't know man, i just kind of opened my eyes to the world and was like you know what people are out here.

Raping they're out here, murdering they're out here, doing some crazy ass and this world is my man. Listen man, dog they're out here, they're out here, doing something crazy in this world is awful. I don't think god is down, i'm not looking down on the world and seeing all that and going god damn it avery's, sucking it back again like another check like she's gone, you know, i'm like no. Are you at all worried that um by creating like porn and all that stuff, is feeding into a very real addiction that a lot of men suffer with so the difference? There is um with like the mainstream porn that i do yeah it can be hella skeezy.

They give you skeezy, you know storylines and step mom, this and step this, and it gets real skeezy uh, because i feel like ambulance of all the problems. That's like near near the bottom and i feel like i know all the concerns people that are part of the industry. That's all the way to the bottom, so it's like a double bottom like combo, but then, when you take it to the other side of the double bottom right now i can put out the product that i want to. I can help educate people.

I can put out ethical porn because i'm making it my name is avery. I am 27 years old and i am a sex worker. It's weird because i grew up super super religious and uh. You know used to give chastity talks at church chastise, my friends for being sexual, but um.

I actually find that i'm not as bitter towards my religion anymore. Since i started this work because somehow it's kind of reconnecting me too yeah. I guess i think ethical porn is like in a way that and hearing from people that i'm putting good out into the world and i'm making the world a better place. I guess it's like it's like it's like a hey hello, girl, hello, man, hey! Is this a normal scenario that would happen in real life? Yes, would you like this? Yes, are you sure, yes, okay, i'm about to perform this? Okay.

Would you like that? Yes, yes, yes, okay! What about this yeah yeah killed? John. I feel like that right. I've had trouble in romantic relationships. My fiancee does not do sex work does not she's only slept with.

I think 13 people right which to me that's he's like that's so little to me, that's like before i got into the industry. I was over 100 something so it's a crazy number to me. It's always a very strange thing trying to keep this relationship going in in that in the sense of like what i do, because even it's just the egos and she has to see me with younger women all the time and it sometimes hurts her. You know, but it's like just a lot of communication for me um i am currently in a relationship and the guy i'm dating.

He is actually not a christian, so uh. I had to have that conversation with him beforehand like that, because of my religious beliefs, i'm not going to have sex until marriage he's not only honored it, but he supported it, but it does make it difficult um, because it's like i want to make him happy. He wants to make me happy and that that struggle of, like i guess, fighting against our flesh is going to be a little harder um. I don't want anyone to see my naked body until they're, my oh, he hasn't seen you naked.

No, oh, really, wow! Sorry being naked is just such a it's like a i just walk around naked it doesn't. How long have you guys been dating um? It's been a few months. It was like three four yeah around that good for you girl. Keep that on lock a lot of people think that we are anti-sex or not sex positive.

I don't think that's true at all um. I know that i'm a very sexual person. I cannot wait to explore that sexual side of myself with my husband, but that is something that i want to restrict to just one person and that's how i want to explore that sexual side of me. I'm just happy to be here.

I don't have a romantic issue because, with my virginity they kind of yeah, that's fire, i'm not making faces guys. It's just that. I feel like if you make pale arguments like earlier, they were like people were justifying it. It's like guys, guys guys um, i'm i'm.

I'm i'm made to race cars, i'm a racer by by heart, um. I've never really been in a car before i don't really know what it does, but i know for a fact: i'm i'm made for formula one racing at the top level and um. Whenever i get into the car i'm about to bust that hardcore and be number one like dude, what i do or my self-control stuff like that yeah restraint is hot question: have you had women who definitely not virgins? Maybe not even christian, come after you because they know you're a virgin they're trying to steal that card yeah and how hard do they push it's pretty hard. I've never been in a circumstance where i had somebody i wanted to date, who did not want to date.

Me because of my job ever really ever because the kind of filters i have in place like by the time we get to the point where i want to date them like if they've passed, all the other criteria that i have by that point, they're all of Them are just totally fine with sex work. I don't like people who are possessive at all, i'm very polyamorous in the normal world is that people don't date each other because of sex, but that's just not the reality. I live in yeah, see that's my reality. I have a hard time with romantic relationships.

How is that fair? What well i'm a sex worker, and not only am i a sex worker but outside of work. I self-identify, as a like i just like to have sex and i like to experience as many people as possible for romantic relationships. That's the package deal, you know, i tell them like look, i want to be with you and i want to be in a relationship with you and i care about you a lot um, but i also need to be a and have sex with people who aren't You sometimes i've tried dating like other porn performers and uh. You know even that gets murky, because even with our jobs, jealousy is still a thing, so you know i'll be dating a porn star.

Who knows that i'm a porn star and then they hit me with the hey babe, i think like? Maybe you should just start doing like content with girls. Yeah just do girl girl and, like maybe threesomes with me and other girls and like that's it and change your brand, and i'm like so. You started this romantic relationship with me, knowing exactly what the is down like who i am what i do what i'm about, and you thought that. Oh, let me just like wait a few months and then i can like change th.

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